Thursday, March 20, 2008

I am miserable.

I am so ready to be done being pregnant! At my appointment yesterday I have not made any new progress. Still a fingertip/50%. Felt like the worst news ever (could have been worse, i could be the first person in history to go BACKWARDS). I am just so ready to meet her and be done. I can't sleep at night anymore. I work way to early in the morning so I wake up exhausted. And yes, I know that I will get less sleep with a newborn and yada yada, but thats going to be a different kind of lack of sleep.
I told my bosses today that my last day will be the 28th. I just can't do it anymore. I cried at work twice today cause I am having so much back pain and am just plain worn out.
I asked the doc about my back pain, and she suggested that it could mean that the baby is postierier. Yippee! I may be saying hello to a medicated birth (and not what I really want - med free) if she comes out sunny side up. I just don't think I can do back labor naturally.

Oh well. I am just praying that she comes. Please everyone, pray that she comes soon. I've really hit the wall.

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